So its 3:45 pm on this lovely Monday afternoon. I am supposed to be getting my haircut in about 15 minutes, and I have no idea what I want to do and it's really bugging me. Why must this be such a difficult task? So ridiculous.
I am not the man of God I want to be. I am not the friend I want to be. I am not the son and brother I want to be. I am not the worker that I want to be. I stumble. I fall. I break. I am fragile. I do not like what I can't control. I have a hard time believing what I can't see. I have a hard time giving up and giving in. Regardless of all this, my God loves me, my God knows I will mess up, and forgive me for it anyways. My God knows I will let him down just as I know my God won't let me down. My God loves me. My God cares for me. My God knows me better than I know myself. This blog is all about my struggles and progress in my life. The things that I will try to notice through the day that spells out God.